silent screaming

Last night #youknowyouinlove was trending on twitter and it totally made me cry lol. I was guilty of most of them. That’s a good thing though, cause there’s no better feeling than being in love. <3

Current Mood: Angry & Flirtatious & Mischievous

I haven’t posted anything in almost a month! Ugh. I guess, so much as happened. Mostly bad stuff. Like, srsly. OMG!

Okay enough of that… Anyway, it’s not MOSTLY bad stuff, it’s just I’ve had a huuuuge revelation. I’m sooo glad I can count on my friends. I’ll just say that. Things have gone down recently that have just entirely reinforced this feeling of NO FUCKING REGRETS that I have. I mean, obviously by looking at my last few posts I was starting to have a few doubts, but now I know I was just really disillusioned. Uuuugh. I just keep thinking about how I almost fell for it too. It pisses me off so much.

I’m also glad I’m finally adult enough to handle it. I’ve been known to do some things in the past that I’m not so proud of now. Talk about regrets… Oh well, I can’t say I really regret any experiences I’ve had in my life, cause they’ve made me who I am. While sometimes I really HATE that, I don’t complain most of the time. I have awesome friends, make my own money, do what I want for the most part, and most importantly, I feel like I’ve had the chance to experience true happiness. The kind of happiness that comes from someone else’s happiness. I don’t know how to explain it. So yeah, if I died today, I won’t be dying feeling like I’ve been leading an unfurfilling life.

Hmm… feels ilke I went off on a tangent there. In any case, I think I’m gonna end it here. I’ve got stuff to do and people to love. And someone to SRSLY love (hee hee!).