silent screaming

Current Mood: Happy

Just wanted to mention that I got my h.NAOTO stuff today! The actually came on Thursday or Friday, but no one was here to sign for them then… so yeah, didn’t get them ’til today. Everything is soooooo qt. <3 That’s it for today… I’l try to post something tomorrow. Now if only I could remember what the song of the day is supposed to be.. lol.

Shiny Toy Guns is one of my all time favorite bands ever so it’s amazing that I haven’t had a SoTD by them yet. I like both their new and their old sound, no matter what anyone says. As long as they’re making the kind of music they want to make, I totally respect wherever they go on their musical journey… even if one day it’s really not for me. I’d want people to think the same of me if it were my band, you know? I love lots of different styles of music and I’d love to make songs in all the different styles, so I understand by some people “change” their sound. It’s fun to do something different, you know?

Anyway, enough of that. xD Let’s get to the song!

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Okay, soooo.. I have lots of time to do whatever now, so I’ve been doing a little thinking about things I can do to keep me busy.

• Listen to/find music
• Play RO with Ray (didn’t go so well today…)
• Play FEAR 2
• Start and/or finish all these freakin’ DS games I have, lol
• Watch dramas, a MUST MUST MUST do. Time will fly by so fast
• Watch movies… I am getting a Netflix subscription anyway
• Work, of course! I’m getting quite far with this one
• Get the Alice Project website up and running
• Write some Photoshop tutorials
• Start making designs for t-shirts.. I’ve been wanting to make my own t-shirts for awhile now anyway
• Learn how to go about making my own last.fm hoodie/t-shirt! Omg, this would be the best.
• Clean, ’nuff said about that one >>
• Make giant hair ribbons for my hair.. cause I’m so qt like that
• Make earrings and other jewelry stuff for myself, as well
• Get back into my work-out habit
• Start cooking for myself, yeah!
• Sign up for fall classes
• Practice art MOAR (ew, I said “moar”)
• Nap?
• Read more books. More vampire books, PLEASE
• Save up for a Kindle to make above goal even easier/more enjoyable
• Or save up for an iPod Touch.. I’m starting to really want one to use as a wifi device
• Oh, duh, sing more, of course, lololol. Though I’m not really sure if it’s possible for me to sing MORE. I already do a lot…
• Figure out more stuff to put on this list. I think this is pretty good for now though, right?

This seems like a pretty good amount of things to keep me busy… ‘Til the fall anyway… when I’ll have to go back to school. I hate school so much. Ugh.

Yeeeeeeeah… This song is pretty awesome. It’s from BoA’s first English album, yay! Let’s all I really have to say for this song… I’m tried and I really want to sleep. =/ Anyway, enjoy!

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Current Mood: Bored

I’ve been putting it off and putting it off for a like 6 months now but now that I’m really really bored, I’m going to have to buckle down and get some WORK DONE. I’ve spent the last couple of weeks or so slowly getting back into the routine. I think I’ve been dreading it because I feel really talentless or something. I don’t know. So I’ve been focusing on what I’m really good at.. hair textures. I’m finally almost done with my new set. I’ve got all of the naturals down so now I just have to make the crazy colors, save all of them, upload, and the part I’m REALLY not looking forward to: setting permissions for selling. x.x I’m planning on having somewhere around 500 textures, give or take a few, so it’s really gonna be a bitch. I’ll probably try to do a few each day. Unless I’m really bored or feel like I’m on a roll and then I’ll do them all in like one day, rofl. I’m also planning on starting to make my own hair again, and also getting a website set up, cause it’s best to get that kind of thing started before you get tons and tons of products and things get out of hand, you know? Anyway… I guess I’m gonna get back to work on that stuff now, then. Tata~

Today’s song is Utada – Merry Christmas Mr. Lawrence – FYI. Somehow this song has made today a little happy for me. I love it. <3 More for lyrics, as always. (continue reading…)

My latest order of h.NAOTO goodies is finally on it’s way! I’d really hoped to have it by now, but it can’t be helped. Anyway, here’s what I bought:

There was more stuff I wanted but couldn’t get because I didn’t have enough money when they first came out… so by the time I could buy something, they were sold out. T.T

Special thanks to Xeiros at the TBM forums for a more correct interpretation of the “background” lyrics during the chorus (hope you odn’t mind me posting..). Why this song? I always had it on repeat for awhile.. nice to go back to listen again.

I think it’s quite obvious; I love The Birthday Massacre. xD (continue reading…)